May 6, 2013
I'm not like them but I can pretend. The sun is gone but I have a light, the day is done, but I'm having fun - I think I'm dumb or maybe just happy.
Hey guys. I am sort of frustrated today, I have been trying to study chemistry but I just don't understand it, it seems so pointless. School sucks so much currently, I just sit in the classroom literally counting the minutes until the lesson is over. I am totally unmotivated, I just endure the lessons and go out with no idea what was happening. People in school suck, teachers as well as students, and I run around constantly bitchfacing. Everyone's shouting so loud that my head explodes and talks about shit that's so pointless and not interesting at all, and I feel like "why do you even exist". I hope it will get better soon - we write really many tests at the moment and I should study way more than I do. I'm procastinating right now, actually, by eating pizza (makes everything way better), listening to Nirvana (Nirvana is perfect for days like this one), and feeling sorry for myself for no reason at all.
Besides school, I am fine.
Well, here's today's outfit. I am wearing my denim jacket which I really love, like, it's one of my favorite things ever, I feel so great wearing it. Because of all the badges and patches and whatever, it really describes the way I am and just belongs to me (which is why I wear it way too often, I almost live in that jacket!). There's some new stuff on it - a flower pin from a fleamarket, the yellow patch was sent to me by lovely Carla and it says "Bowie ♥'s you" and on the back there's a patch which Flower sent me, it's so awesome! I also wear my Pink Floyd dress, a tulle skirt from my childhood under it because that outfit needed some tulle, and fishnet socks I bought in Spain. The shoes are from a fleamarket as well. And I put daisies into my socks... oh man, that sounds so weird. I am sorry. I also apologize for this rather not creative outfit and overwearing all my garments.